My eyes opened, as the sound of Moonlight Sonata, so eloquently created by a Mr. Ludwig Van Beethoven, calmly gave introduction to a new day. The shadows of the ceiling fan fluttered as if there were a butterfly, readying itself to land upon the window cill. I turned over to the warmth of my little Pug Ling, as she shook her head and greeted me with a gregarious snort as her imperfectly curled tail tried to follow the wiggle of her back end. As blurred visions of the grand adventure of epic proportions I experienced before my waking moments, drifted off into the lost Dewey Decimal System of my mind, I came upon a faint moment that struck a conscious vibration of disapproval and even anxiety. This moment of intensity quickly dispersed as two familiar spheres of green and yellow and brown came into sight, encompassed by a halo of soft light, and the sound of “good morning daddy” that reverberated a flow of the most enlightening vibration of peace and happiness, nourishing every cell in my body, from this little light of my life, as if she were the sun giving life to the avocado tree outside the window. I reached out to embrace this little light of my life, Luciana her name, the Italian equivalent for light, so appropriate, so true to life, and she expressed a whimsical ahmmm which let me know that all was good in the world and that she was now ready for her day!
Talk about being in the moment! Its amazing the detail that comes into focus during an experience such as this. Ah, the creative process, what an amazing tool, an amazing gift, an amazing discovery. Simple really, just allowing oneself to be completely in the moment and create, not bound by any future or past limitation….this is where the masterpiece is, well, created! Likely, why it is the starving artist that so often is the true creator of such bliss. For to create for the purpose of gaining favor or income for that matter, will always taint the process. Creativity is a flow, a flow of the sum of all that is, and then an attachment to something in that flow….ah….a creation is born. Then how, can i give full attention to this attachment if I am anywhere other than in the moment? Ah, I cannot, therefore my creation is distorted by its insignificance.
Writer’s block for example, what is writers block? Most of the time, i think it is due to the desire to create. Sounds crazy, right? Maybe not,. For the creative process is being bound by not the desire to create, but for that entity, that attainment, that goal in the future that has elicited this desire to create….unfortunately no longer allowing the artist to be completely in the moment. Maybe why we see the creative process becoming a relic, a cyclical copy of what has been. As the creative process has been hijacked by the almighty dollar.
When I write, i am in the moment , for if I am not, i no longer have anything creative to say. For just as creativity, wisdom is only found in the moment. It is the essence of the flow, it is the constant that can be observed, only in the moment. Not bound by the noise beyond the flow. Find the flow my friends, embrace it, live it, be it……and CREATE!!!!